Whine and Cheese

I sit here before you, a runner in running clothes.

Not running.

Not that I've been sedentary, mind you. I just haven't been running.

It feels weird, and not in a good, "ooooh" way.

Much of it comes from an inability to prioritize, I think. There are only so many hours in the day, and I am having a hard time fitting everything in. I know, I know - this is hardly a new complaint from me. But it's still an issue, and I am struggling daily. I made the decision to focus on CrossFit, but I just can't let the running go. I feel lazy. Unmotivated.

Undefined.

I know what I have to do, what I should do. Let go of the mileage whoring, and focus on quality workouts. More quality, less quantity. But every time I set that alarm for 4 am, I hit snooze. Every time I come home from work at 7:30, intending to go for a run - I sit down.

Perhaps it's not an inability to prioritize, but an unwillingness to sacrifice?

1 comment:

  1. Staci --I wouldn't worry about not running ---sometimes you need a break,and that's what keeps you motivated!! I like the gym photo -I think your butt looks great -not big at all...how man women would like to have a 'runner's' butt?? haha ---

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